Over the course of the last week, through introspection that should have happened MANY years ago, I have come to some stark revelations about my character. It is a testament to my utter arrogance that these revelations had not come sooner. You see, I believed myself to be a good guy.
I HAVE NOT been a good guy. In fact, I have been a pretty bad guy throughout my life. I have used people for money.
I have betrayed MANY people and much trust. I have sold drugs. I have tax delinquencies. I have debts.
I have abused my body with cigarettes, drugs and alcohol. I have been abusive to people WHO LOVED ME, including my FAMILY. I have I have EXPECTED help without putting proper WORK in to help myself.
I have used money to gamble and lose, instead of using it to further my gifts. Earlier this week, I committed an act so flippantly, without thought, that will become synonymous with shortsightedness and petty, vile greed, and in the end, has cost me everything. I will publicly disclose the details at the right time.
You see, while I supposedly wanted to make America great, I have not put much work AT ALL into making MYSELF great. I have wasted much money on speculation and gambling, and I have gambled away my future. Time that could have been utilized to nurture my many fights has been wasted on frivolity.
And while it’s true I have spent many, many hours of research and disseminating information about bad actors, I have had SO LITTLE CARE for introspection of MY OWN actions. It is a testament to my sheer arrogance that I had not come to these revelations sooner. To the Q movement I am so sorry I have brought shame upon the greatest military operation of all time.
But really, I have only brought shame upon myself. And while it’s true I have outed many pedophiles that were former FRIENDS, I remained in their sphere for much longer than I should have, and attempted to gain from them AFTER I knew about their actions. And in my SHEER ARROGANCE I did not even reflect on this fact.
I have been a great betrayer of trust. A squander of gifts and good will. Q says they give people enough rope to hang themselves, and I have hung myself.
I have told people in the Trump administration that I am willing to admit to my many crimes in a public setting, and committed to execution, in a public setting. A nation cannot suffer its traitors, and I am no exception. To those I have inspired, KEEP UP THE FIGHT, it is noble work.
However, I have not been a noble man. I am an impostor. To those who have offered their trust and care, I apologize.
I have wronged many people throughout my life. And while I have many talents, I have not utilized them. To Jesus, I am sorry I have betrayed you AGAIN. This time the shoe is on the other foot though, and I am happy the earth shall see THE JUSTICE it has waited so long for.
Jesus, you offered so much, and instead of reveling in your wisdom, I used my attention on darkness. President Trump, I have betrayed you and squandered good will, and I now shall forever be known for my actions. These revelations have come WAY too late, but I am NOT so arrogant NOW that I would deny them.
In the end I shall be remembered for my actions, and not my hollow words. To the MANY people I have acted abusively towards, I am very, very sorry. To my former friends I have used and betrayed, I am sorry.
To those I have deceived, I am sorry, although I must say, in my SHEER ARROGANCE, I did not even realize that I had been the bad actor all along. And while it’s true I threw myself into a very dangerous situation, outing the truth of Hollywood, I did not REFLECT ON MY OWN TRUTHS AND MANY, MANY SHORTCOMINGS. It is one thing to know what is right, to know the truth, and an entirely different thing to act in an upright manner.
I have been lacking in gratitude, humility, honor, service, and proper care for others. I have not honored the light of God within. Also, it should be noted that I have recently been made to believe that I am the reincarnation of Judas Iscariot, the great betrayer.
And while I could have utilized this period of the great awakening to AWAKEN myself, I have used it focused on the darkness OF OTHERS and not the darkness WITHIN. To be clear, I was SO ARROGANT that I did not see the darkness within, or even reflect that I could have darkness within. I actually believed that I have been acting upright.
It is very, very sad, but I hope that the people of the world can utilize my folly in a positive light. That you all may use my mistakes as an example for personal growth. See the light in others. Nurture the light in yourself.
This lesson has come too late for me, but perhaps it can inspire you. I will be using the remainder of my time on earth to atone for my transgressions, and to seek the light within, in others and myself.
July 4th, 2019
Return of the King
Return to THE LIGHT”